Spending time ownself
I have become one of THOSE people. You know THOSE overly-reliant people who just cling onto their friends, boyfriends/girlfriends, family and basically anyone they can think of for support. The people that the world shuns, the people that rely on others for their OWN happiness. And when their friends/loved ones fail them over the slightest things, all they do is become angry and spiteful.
Yes, I have become one of THOSE people. And it is PATHETIC.
So in lieu of this self-realization (which has made me a very angry person because I hate myself for being like this), I am going to work on myself. I am going to meditate for 15 minutes every day, and essentially, I need to just focus on myself. I want to reach a sense of calmness, to expel all the negative energy and thoughts from my mind and soul. During this inward journey, I am not going to let myself be distracted by anything or anyone. Because really, in the very wise words of the Queen Slut, “… I think the answer is to become the person YOU are without it being pegged on anyone else… things become easier. You become happier. The people around you become happier.”
Today is Day 1.
And I feel good.
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